You make me act such a fool you do. I’m the most mature and self loving person until you come in my life and then it’s all fantasy from that point on and I just wash down the drain and melt all over for you. Even though you and I will never ever ever work on any level whatsoever again I still act such a fool with the fantasy of you and I having anything to do with each other. It is the worst possible thing that could happen but still. We are each others heroine. You are So fucking delicious and nothing feels better or has ever felt better than you. also you are the most painful and nothing feels and is worse in the whole world than us together and who you are now. I literally had a freak attack just at the mention that you are in trouble tonight when I should really give no shits if you are even alive. But that just shows how freaking addictive you are. You are still my everything but it’s not YOU it’s the you I fell in love with who I haven’t seen for a long long time and I have to tell myself I never will again. Just like that first piece of cake that wasn’t bad for you and was good for you and innocent like you were that fall we fell in love. But then you eat the whole cake and it is bad or you but it still tastes so good and you crave it now and it’s just so unhealthy like you are now. But even though that is the reality and I need to and am moving on and never indulging “us” again, for right now, I love you Collin.
HAHA HOOOLY SHIT. SOMEONE WHO HAS THE SAME NAME AS YOU WHO I AM FRIENDS WITH JUST MESSAGED ME ON FACEBOOK, BUT I WAS ON ANOTHER TAB SO I JUST SAW YOUR FIRST NAME AND I THOUGHT IT WAS YOU AND MY BRAIN FUCKING EXPLODED AND I THINK I HAD LIKE TWO HEART ATTACKS. THEN I WENT OVER ANY POSSIBLE REASON YOU WOULD BE MESSAGING ME BUT FINALLY DECIDED IT MUST BE BECAUSE YOU FOUND OUT MY GUINEA PIG DIED OR TO SAY HAPPY HOLIDAYS OR SOME SHIT. SO I LIKE PREP MYSELF TO READ YOUR MESSAGE AND CLICKED ON THE FACEBOOK TAB AND IT WAS FUCKING THAT OTHER DUDE. I AM DEAD.
Aw yaaaa tanks louiseeee
The love of my life.